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Gosh, I'm so mad at myself!!! It was Niva's birthday yesterday and she wanted to go eat so bad and I felt like I would be so out of the loop if I didn't go and enjoy her birthday with her! So we went to sushi and ate that and got a bit of icecream after. Why do I do this? I just said I wouldn't cheat again during the whole process! I felt completely guilty and now I really won't be cheating. I just can't let this all go in vain! I really need to concentrate for the next 26 days or so or I'm going to regret it all so much! I just have to push for the goal!!!