166.6

Dang, I never thot I would get off of 167.8!!! I was that weight since Thursday (or Wednesday...I can't remember)!!! I'm just glad I saw the numbers go down! I just hope that I can lose just another 2lbs by Thursday!!! I just want to hit 164 so that I'm under 165! And that will be 30lbs that I would have lost! =) I was expecting more in the beginning, but I'm glad and I'm also glad that I can fit into some size 12's!!! That's coming a long way since I couldn't fit anything less then and 18 when I started! And I'm talking jeans!!! I tried on a size 8 dress and it fit perfectly! But it's the only dress I tried on! I'm headed to Pheonix in a couple days and I might do some shopping there before I head home for Thanksgiving! I hope people notice the difference, I know I sure can!

167.8

Yeah for apple day! dropped 2lbs!!! Let's hope I keep it off!!! I'm going to eat an orange right now to kick of metabolism and then really stick to the diet and drink my gallon of water throughout the day and stop eating by 6pm! And go to bed early!!!! I hope I really do lose another pound by tomorrow...then I think I really will hit my goal of 165 by Sunday!!! Yeaaaaaaah!!!!

169.4

So yesterday I was 169.8. I just feel like I'm not dropping anymore and I have no idea why! Maybe I need to finish eating earlier. Maybe I need to drink more water, I don't know! But I really wanted to be 165 by Sunday and the only way I'm going to make that is if I really do lose a pound a day! And it just doesn't seem like that is happening! I only have 9 more days to go and I'm getting scared that I'm not going to get under 165! And I want to soooooo bad! Maybe I need to start going on walks too, I don't know. But I'm going to do everything I can in these last 9 days! I have to!!! Today I'm doing an apple day and that usually helps me out a lot, but lately I've been noticing that I gain the day after an apple day! Well, time to hit the plan again hard core for these last few days! They are going to go by before I know it and I don't want to regret not working hard for the last few days!

170.8

I'm so aggravated! I do the apple day and lose 2lbs, but then the day after I gain another pound! I don't get it!!! I guess I'm just going to have to stop doing apple days or something. I just have 11 days left and I'm really starting to think that I'm for sure not going to hit 159, unless I do an apple day for the last 3 days! haha, and I think I would just die with that little food for 3 days! Oh well, I think I look and I feel pretty good that I'm even 170! Even if I can get between the 159-164 for now I'll be good. I think I've had some good success with this so far and I'm anxious to see how the maintenance will work out with it. If all goes well, I'll do another session next year!

169.6

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MADE MY GOAL!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!
I just hope that I don't gain weight since I did the apple day yesterday. I'm gonna eat all my food without salt! haha! Nah. But for real. If I hit 168 tomorrow I'll be really happy cuz that means I might really hit 159 by the time I'm done with this! I only have 12 more days (including today) so I really have to make every day count! No cheating what so ever!

171.4

Well, I didn't hit 170 today, but since we're going to Idaho and will be in the car all day I decided I better do an apple day for peeing reasons! So hopefully that will give me an extra boost of weight loss and and get me to my goal of 169 by tomorrow!!! Or maybe that's just hopeful wishing. Oh well, I'll take either.

172.2

Why do I keep cheating?!?! I ate a pinch of chocolate chip cookie dough! MMmm, it was so good, but I really shouldn't have! It was just there on the kitchen table, staring me in the face! So rude of someone to leave it out like that! haha! Okay, well....I didn't drink enough water yesterday either =( I ALMOST drank the minimum requirement of 1/2 gallon! Dang, but I am for sure back on it today!

172.8

Yeah, I finally got off of my plateau! I was hoping for this number back on Tuesday! That puts me 2 days behind! grrrr...oh well. I'm just glad I'm still going down, instead of going up or staying the same. We'll see what happens on the weekend! I walked into the kitchen this morning and Julie was like, "wow...skinny! I hate you!" haha, I told her I loved to be hated!!! haha! I felt really good. She told some people that I'm doing the HCG diet, including one of my good friends who I know is going to want to have words with me because of it, and that scares me! I'll probably see her tonight at choir! I just don't want to have to justify anything to anyone! Just let me be and let me lose weight the way I know how. I know they are just concerned for me, but it's not like I don't know people who have done it and are just fine...and skinnier! haha! Arite, I'm out!

175.0

So this entry is from yesterday. I was still stuck at 175! Agh!

175.0

Well, I don't know what happened, but I gained a pound! I didn't do anything wrong, I don't think. Maybe I ate too much sweetner...? Who knows? So that was sad, since I thought I would be 173 today. Oh well...I'm just going to fight it out. =(

174.0

So even though I said I was so done cheating, I did it again on Saturday night. I blame Halloween for that one! haha! I made some guacamole at Trisha's and had some pizza and bean dip and a few too many 3 musketeers! haha...but it was so yummy! I only gained 0.6lbs, so I was happy about that. I really thought that I was going to gain like 3lbs! haha, so I went up to 178.8. But after my Sunday fast I'm down to 174!!! I can't wait to see 169! I won't even know what to do with myself! And I went to DI and bought some jeans for me since all of my other ones are just waaaaay too big!!! I got a pair that is size 14, and they fit just right when I got them and they are already feeling just a little lose! But I think it's because they are streatched out. But I was a size 18 before! So I'm really happy that I went down 2 sizes in just a month! So I really want to get into a size 10 by the time I'm done with this at the end of November. That's my new little goal! I hope I make it! I feel like I'm just as skinny as I was on my mission even though I'm still 14lbs more then I was. I wore a skirt I wore all the time and it fit perfectly! Just like back then! So I'm hoping I will go down and be smaller then I was when I got home, even though I'll weigh the same! Okay, just 18 more days and counting!